Monsoon Guy

2003-11-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

Hmm...

I have got nothing much to blog about today, People have been complaining that I am getting too Lazy, No Doubts! I can see it too!!! but what can i do about it? when I have to sleep at 3:30 Am everynight, I mean I am a human being, and all these projects will kill me...but this thirsty human desires..if it would not have been my net connections bill, and various expenditures, i would have been sleeping cozly in my bed right now, instead of typing in a worthless C proggrame, and running around with VB bugs...Hmm...Do I looks sleep..Am I getting frustrated..No no..why wuld? I mean okay...they don't treat me as an human being, what the hell do they think????? Can I do the work of ten human beings alone????? why the hell would they throw such a big project for me..alone...okay I mean..they are paying me good, but what about my sleep which I am loosing right this very moment, what about my bed which is calling me very badly...???? IS this life??? is this what I desired? is this what I should blog about????? i don't a thing, except that this bangs of keyboard buttons are making me sick, I have been seeing this sick old monitor for the whole day, and why the hell doesn't it shows what I desire to see???? What am I writing this for???? Why the hell is this screen going blurred??? what is going on Zzzzz ??? what's that sound??? Zzzz What is it? Zzzzz

ZzzzZzzzzZzzzz - Good night - ZzzzzZzzzzZzzz

2003-11-06T07:58:00.000-08:00

Unasked Deeds...

I was getting late for home...There was a full one hour drive ahead of me...Mom had asked me to be home..."EARLY", This is one of the usual things she tells me everyday, Today I wanted to surprise her, By obeying her...So half way through...I see a huge crowd on NH21, The road which used to be so busy, was on a stand still. Curious! I got down my bike, just to take a look, what I saw shocked me, Lying on the road was an elderly lady, and blood gushing out of her head, clearly she was in an urgent need of help, and people were just waiting for POLICE to arrive, All the bollywood stuff made them feel, If they would help, they too will be involved, I panicked as I saw her slipping into a comman, right in front of me. No wonder I have experinced the same thing before, The shoud "Someone HELP me" was not new, Echoing in my ears...Then I saw one of my neighbours passing by, I blocked there way, and pleaded for help..sign of refusals was overtake, and We took her to the hospital, Uncle Ji took of from there, and I was alone, with the lady on a strecher, amazingly no one came formward not even an attendent, Till I started shouting again...This time to my amzement, There was only one doctor, in the govt. hospital..again without the adeqaute information and tools to treat her, and the time was running out of hand...I asked them to arrange for an ambulance to take her to the P.G.I, on this...they agreed..but no attendents around...I was the one pushing things around..I was really pissed off...and tremblling...

In the end, When she was in safer hands, I left without a note...Just didnt felt like bragging about my bravery and acts...For whome should I do it...? is it all going to change the current scenario, Will there be more that one doctor...it has happend before..and It has happend today...I won't wait for a tomorrow...!!!!

2003-10-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

Phew! Finally I am back...

So, This time it was an exception. It took me soooo long to get back here, I have been busy with sarthak.net and my internet time is also running out of hands. A lot has been happening, for those who care to visit my blog. I will soon be hosting this blog on my own server, Finally! I have got a project which will be paying me very soon, It's been enough sitting idle, Now! let's put my mind to some use :D also I flunked in three subjects, in my college examinations, Chances are that those people would turn me out, But they can't ;) and I need to study now, I have enjoyed the college life much to an extend. Over and Out

2003-10-04T01:04:00.000-07:00

The day's of festival.

It's time, The month full of festivals has arrived, Tomorrow is dusherra...And then it all begins...The night turns into day..and day fills up with fresh air...Although This time also I swearing not burn crackers this year...But I know..I will end up bursting crackers of the whole colony. Kids smile after seeing me, Coz I am the only BHIYA left who will help them out with those rockets, GoSh! when will this kid get out of me...??? And hey what's this...Lokks like I write so boring things that people are not giving me a visit...eh lime and linus???

2003-10-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

I am late this time!

Sorry! all of you. I am really late this time. It's just that there is this guy who has been bugging me a lot these day's and I had to give him a real smack down. Which I supoose was enough for him today, The good news is the I am back blogging and that my new deisgn is soon going to be up and sarthak.net, till then it's work hard time :) and the bad news is that my phone bills again ran up this year. :(, So i will have to spend a lot less time online this month, I am still awaiting for day's when we will have boradband here, till then it's always online and offline :P

2003-09-15T10:19:00.000-07:00

Whap! It's always like that...

It always happens in a whap! One click and your whole life changes...It's been two years now, When I saw her standing there. It all seemed so dramatic...The stalling up of bike in front of her house, Then her friends rushing out of her house, followed by her...and WHAP! my life has changed for always... Just like that :)

2003-09-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

Gosh! I am so happy these day's. The IT club which started out as a small college club has transformed it self into a ORGANIZATION. iCandy was my childhood dream, through which I wanted to change the whole education and IT system. It is working now, We have already got 100 members, and a few requests are pending. Moreover the PLC: Punjab Labor commissioner has asked iCandy to give a brief presentation in a seminar organized by HIM. It's really going to prove as a boost to us. Also we have got two MBA's and One MCA on our BOARD members, So we really have things moving.

PS: Those who all want to join or want to get INFO about iCandy contact me at info@sarthak.net

2003-09-10T12:04:00.000-07:00

The Up's and Down's..Let's talk about life...!?!

If you are wondering why I have give this post the title of 'Up's and Downs' the answer is very simple, Coz life is full of up's and downs. Well nothing special has been happening these day's. Except her BIRTHDAY. Ok, I admit it..She refused to expect my gift..What the hell!!! I hate even to talk about her, Or am I running from my self..Dunno..I think I am too small to jerk my brain around like that.

Came to know that Tehelka people are launching there own newspaper. Really felt good to know that, Moreover they have got some superb writers, and they also know how to bring things in front, BRAVO! for all of 'em. I am getting a one year subscription for them. I think it's ok. These people had a presentation in our college, Wasn't mush impressed with it, and I know it's too too too way 2 difficult to IMPRESS me. lol...well, But I like the concept of a weekly newspaper, with it will be able to keep the track of current political affairs, Not I am not et all Intrested in politics, It's just I like to have a hang of everything around me.

iCandy is the NEW club which I have launched in my college, It's and aggresive IT club, and I have got a very good response for it, already 50 memebers, cool na...Well it's the beginning, Will talk about this Club in the next post. Till the CHAO

2003-09-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

Sarthak.net coming soon..

So it's time, I am moving to sarthak.net very soon. I have acquired the domain and have good a whooping 30 mbs. OK I know it's not that whooping, but It should do enough for me. Moreover I am taking over another site this year. Another Success, OH YEAH!, Well, I will be keeping this blog updated thought, Till I move on the new domain and server. So don't think I am gonna leave u again, and HEY lime what's happend to the site? Get up yaar....

2003-08-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

Birthday Blues...

One thing is for final, I am not again going to celebrate my b'day again. Even If my mind slips of to something excited, It will only be some friends (4-5) and just a hangout, NO MORE... I never did had such a BAD b'day. I have been sad the whole day tomorrow, and Now... I feel like crying. It's like there is nothing left there for me. While reading the last few blogs, I realised that all of 'em had one thing is common, I had cried in all of them.... Dunno what's happening, Maybe it's the whole shift thingy... Still I'll always remember how I turned 18.

PS: I felt really annoyed to find my mailbox EMPTy as always, A really WARM THANKS TO SID, The only guy who remembered my b'day. THANKS MAN, and for rest, HEY I AM NOT THAT BAD :(

2003-08-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

Dropping Down!

I had a ver bad day, That's the line I usually speak, When I am feeling really down, The reason this time is very simple. I lost the IT quiz I had been preparing for. Those geeks put me against the MCA batch, and expected me to win. The questions were a simple bouncers for me. Okey, I mea no one is that perfect, So why did they expected me to win et all, on the other hand, It was so stupid of me to take part in such a big event, I made such a fool of myself, And now I am feeling so BAD...GOSH! don't even want to write....

2003-08-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

...Give Blood, Save Life

So finally, I have donated my blood, A thing which has been ringing in my mind for a very long time. It was a really good surprise to see that My college has organised a BLOOD DONATION CAMP. Though I was doubled minded at first, but after seeing the zeal of all thhose surrounding me, I decided to give it a GO. I had always wondered how did it felt? But after all the things are over...You really feel proud, Just by thinkging that how you have surved the human race, IF and ONLY IF...those who were involved in MUMBAI BOMB case, could realise it. :(

2003-08-22T01:46:00.000-07:00

So, Finally I have got BLOGZ working. Thos who wondering what the 'Hec is blogz, Well It's the name I have given to the blog search engine I have just finished creating. With help of it I am hoping to develop a large and strong blog community. Well, coming back to the main focus, My life. Nothing much, I am sitting in a cyber cafe, coz i got my Home connection disconnected, Due to heavy telephone bills. It's been long since I gave a visit to this cyber cafe, This Cafe has been the building block for me, I started surfing two years ago, and still remember How happy I was to get a hotmail account, Then with time, I think te human mind matures it self and adopts to the building comunity, Now I am doing my BCA and Internet seems nothing BIG, Infact it has become a part of my life, A day without and I go berseck. How much technology dependent are we? Can we also face the GRID blackout, as the new yourkers did, BRAVELy and CHEERFULLY, and thought to be thought about....

And for those..Who want to give BLOGZ a try here visit http://blogz.now.nu

2003-08-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

... of rains, bikes, and road signs.

The clouds start gathering, They are dark and dusky, Thudering like a hungry tiger. Your mind starts racing, Towards the thoughts of, SPEED. Yeah, adrenalin starts rushing up. When ever the weather takes a turn towards rainfall, My mood suddenly swings towards biking. I love to take my bike out... in the rain. There are always two optins ahead of me, Either the NATIONAL HIGHWAY, with a straight long look till Chandigarh, Or the curvy stretch towards shimla. Yeah! I know I live in a lovely place, Which is close to two more lovely cities. Often! I take the curvy road, Coz only a biker knows, how much he'd love to swing that baby. So...I pick up a friend, Who is more than often crying, not to go out in the rain. He shouts and I howl. Then U start the engine, and Zoooommm you are flying away, Then the tyre skids, and you know it's time to get new zappers. The friend becomes nervous, even after 4 years of trust. Such is a sense of a extreme biker, Only they know the difference between BHP and RPM, and they know what wieght does a bikes torque carries. The cool wind rushing towards your face, washes off all the angers, all the fights, and all the emotion. You only carry FREEDOM along with you, Freedom to fly... Into your own world. The world u belonged to apperas in front of your eyes, and the world you were pretending to be living in, disappears. The extreme sense of adrenalin, Takes over you, and you drive like cray, only to be greeted my a ROAD sign. The accelarator slips off from your hand, the gear shifts down. No..It's not her thoughts, nither my family, It's ME, Coz the adrenalin Junkiee knows, Over Doze results in Medicose.

2003-08-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

Proud..
?? ?? ?????? | 9-2-11 I saw this Blog just surfing around the Indian Blogger ring, And felt really proud. Although I am also thinking about moving to HINDI. But the dream is still far of. Well a lot has been happening around my life, The first CRASH was my telehone bill, A whooping 8,000 RS. Well I got a lot of thrashing from my parents, and my net connection has been terminated for the time being, won't be more than two or three day's, I know my parents. And also the AMIT AGARWAL, has only one G in it, I hope that clears up the mistake Amit :)

2003-08-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

Nothing much..

The day's have are seeming too small these days, Or you can say I have a hectic schedule (scedule if ur american)..But all of a sudden I have noticed that evrything is going down..I was not able to open up LIME ICE..my daily dose of blogs..also my bike wens down..not many emails in my INBOX..and not many projects..but yeah..loads of HOMEwork..It's been raning here for past few days..so a less of outing with friends..So is it related with the month anyhow ? or Am I feeling like a lonely soul out here..and also..The search engine is about to finish..SO I hope to get it working the right was..I will be needing ur support badly..so all of you gather around..coz it's theWISDOM FEEDBACK time :)

2003-08-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

...Googly :

So I have installed the new BETA version of google toolbar, Looks good enugh to server the purpose, and also has a cool blog button which allows me to instantly publish my thoughts to my blog, I am trying to publish my thoughts right now, Let's hope it works, because if it does, you will be hearing a lot from me :)

2003-08-05T11:55:00.000-07:00

...Humm, Busy day's are back.

So it's the time of the year, Although I find it around me all around the year, but 'Just saying' it for the sake of making this line big, I have always been reffered as a Lazy Bum. Well Actually nothing much is going on, just a few lectures on hacking, cyber crimes. and I am done with my college part, I am coming up with a special Blog search engine, Just sorting things out. Nothing much about it...Just a very simple ASP script, with an access database, But I am trying to gove some new meaning to search technologies. I hope what I am doing is right, Soo I will be transferring my homepage to a much more personalised one, prfferable a .com. The blog will also be moved from here, and I will switching over to the MT.org. I will keep all of you, informed about the moves, Rite now it's late night, didn't have my dinner, coz returned late from the college.

College life, is pretty smooth. But not as expected. People do tend to change, I have found a lot of friends to be beahing differently. I dunoo where the fault lies. Chalo..dekhte hain aage kya hoonga., Hell I want to have a blog in hindi, I was really impressed by the bold and appreciated move by Amit Aggarwal. I do hope to see a complete HINDI environment around.

I'll Be BAK

2003-08-02T04:37:00.000-07:00

...Rains, rhythym of my life.

So, Each and every blog now day's is filled up with talks of rains and monsoons, So how can the Monsoon blog be left behind?. So, Monsoonguy is back. Anyone wondering why the 'hell' I kept this name, Should get to know that, I just love rains, Not that much though:) But it's the time of season that really get's me going. So, A daily drizzler should keep me fine, But yes u do hate them, when you get a cold feet, just cause of 'em. and hey! The college part is seeming fine these day's. But don't know how am I gonna keep my self together, Bit's are falling apart. Also, I am feeling very Romantic these day's Dunno what's the reason, May be monsoons, But these day's I am always sitting under a tree, thinking...Just thinking..What was I thinking?

2003-07-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

...Missing em' all

So the time has finally arrived, for the partition. All of us, are in different colleges, and that too in different city. I am not taking this partion, very well, everything feels so gloomy, so empty, no one will be with me on the Geri... All the college part is seeming very dull to me, There is no fun in it, when u don't have all those lovely plas around. I still remeber the nuicances we used to make, and all the masti we had, Suddenly I have started feeling so OLD. Seems like as if I am 40. Gosh! I am feeling so terrible... :(

2003-07-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

...feeling so empty inside.

...don't know what's wrong with me, I am roaming around like a Zombie. My head is empty, no ideas, no thoughts, not even dreams. It's just not like me, et all. Before this I used to dream, day dreaming to be precise, but now...nothing. And I fear, I might loose my zeal of becoming someone someday, to be in the limelight each passing day. If my nightmare comes true! Will I remain another face in the crowd, What If I am not able to make it, upon my parents expectation? or my friends, I still remember the promises I made to my friends, I don't have answers to my questions, I don't have reasons to explain myself, I just don't have....I dunno what to do, Just hang around like this, or what?

What if? What else? What now? Life is a twister, picking up people, throwing some of 'em out, and keeping some 'em in, and some of 'em just keep going round and round...just like me!

2003-07-21T10:40:00.000-07:00

Visit my college's website, DAV College. And tell me your views about my college. I am desperate to console my self, that I have taken the right decision.

2003-07-21T10:38:00.000-07:00

...making my own way

As far as I can remember, I have always been making my own ways for different things. Be it playing pool, or computer or anything, I won't agree to follow the age old traditions. Don't know if it is good or bad. But I enjoy following my own ways, it actually excites me from withing. loosing or winning are not a part of this game, it actually involves beleving in your self, beleving in what you are going to do, So far I have lost many a times, but It didn't let my spirit to follow my thoughts go loose. A lot of friends always adviced me to follow the rules created by world, but I really don't want to follow them, cause if we keep on repeating the stuff, what's the use of living? There is always a need of someone, who can breal the barriers, to enjoy the freedom, not for himself, but for others, cause he knows, the freedom was his, he just earned it for other.

I was half asleep, while publishing the blog, so do excuse my speeling and grammer. And plase try to digest extraa boasting

2003-07-20T01:39:00.000-07:00

Technology, Overloaded.

You have a pentium 4 proccessor, running a XP version. What else you can ask for? Speed? is the most talked about the issue of the current computer journals, and magazines. The computer giants, like Pentium and Microsoft are all busy preparing for the ultimate speed barrier. But how much speed do you want? How fast do you want your excel, or spread sheet to open up? How fast do you want your computer respond? The problem here in doesn't lies with the speed, Rather it's in the stability and reliability. I think these giants should pay more attention towards computer intelligence, and stability rather than SPEED. The time has arrived when we should mature our selves, to bring out the real essence of computing, rather than fightning upon the spped barriers.

2003-07-18T12:15:00.000-07:00

Bravo...

So, Finally I am back in business. Today I had a presentation in my college, about the ethics of hacking. I had to appear first, Though I was a little nervous (Read it as much) but then the excitment took over me! All things wenst fine, and I was able to Impress the judges enough, That they called my for two more seminars, look's like I am back in business :)