Monsoon Guy

...Missing em' all

So the time has finally arrived, for the partition. All of us, are in different colleges, and that too in different city. I am not taking this partion, very well, everything feels so gloomy, so empty, no one will be with me on the Geri... All the college part is seeming very dull to me, There is no fun in it, when u don't have all those lovely plas around. I still remeber the nuicances we used to make, and all the masti we had, Suddenly I have started feeling so OLD. Seems like as if I am 40. Gosh! I am feeling so terrible... :(

...feeling so empty inside.

...don't know what's wrong with me, I am roaming around like a Zombie. My head is empty, no ideas, no thoughts, not even dreams. It's just not like me, et all. Before this I used to dream, day dreaming to be precise, but now...nothing. And I fear, I might loose my zeal of becoming someone someday, to be in the limelight each passing day. If my nightmare comes true! Will I remain another face in the crowd, What If I am not able to make it, upon my parents expectation? or my friends, I still remember the promises I made to my friends, I don't have answers to my questions, I don't have reasons to explain myself, I just don't have....I dunno what to do, Just hang around like this, or what?

What if? What else? What now? Life is a twister, picking up people, throwing some of 'em out, and keeping some 'em in, and some of 'em just keep going round and round...just like me!

Visit my college's website, DAV College. And tell me your views about my college. I am desperate to console my self, that I have taken the right decision.

...making my own way

As far as I can remember, I have always been making my own ways for different things. Be it playing pool, or computer or anything, I won't agree to follow the age old traditions. Don't know if it is good or bad. But I enjoy following my own ways, it actually excites me from withing. loosing or winning are not a part of this game, it actually involves beleving in your self, beleving in what you are going to do, So far I have lost many a times, but It didn't let my spirit to follow my thoughts go loose. A lot of friends always adviced me to follow the rules created by world, but I really don't want to follow them, cause if we keep on repeating the stuff, what's the use of living? There is always a need of someone, who can breal the barriers, to enjoy the freedom, not for himself, but for others, cause he knows, the freedom was his, he just earned it for other.

I was half asleep, while publishing the blog, so do excuse my speeling and grammer. And plase try to digest extraa boasting

Technology, Overloaded.

You have a pentium 4 proccessor, running a XP version. What else you can ask for? Speed? is the most talked about the issue of the current computer journals, and magazines. The computer giants, like Pentium and Microsoft are all busy preparing for the ultimate speed barrier. But how much speed do you want? How fast do you want your excel, or spread sheet to open up? How fast do you want your computer respond? The problem here in doesn't lies with the speed, Rather it's in the stability and reliability. I think these giants should pay more attention towards computer intelligence, and stability rather than SPEED. The time has arrived when we should mature our selves, to bring out the real essence of computing, rather than fightning upon the spped barriers.

Bravo...

So, Finally I am back in business. Today I had a presentation in my college, about the ethics of hacking. I had to appear first, Though I was a little nervous (Read it as much) but then the excitment took over me! All things wenst fine, and I was able to Impress the judges enough, That they called my for two more seminars, look's like I am back in business :)

Just a argument!
Who Am I?

Am I a poet?
Am I a writer?
Am I a Proggramer?
Or Am I a simple person?

No I am not simple!
So what's unique about me?
Nothing much about me!
I am not a star!
I am not having fame and money!
I don't have a girl...
I even don't have a mobile!
So actually Who am I?

I am not 18 yet, but have crossed 17.
I see things, like all other do.
I do things, Like all others do
So what set's me apart?
Is it me?
or my thoughts?
or nothing?

Who Am I?

Anyone....?

Moments... to remember, and to savour.

So finally, First day at the college. The day was mixed with the emotions of enjoyment and fear, Fear from seniors! Although ragging is a big NO NO in our college, but as they say "Rules are meant to be broken", So with nervous faces, and heart beat's racing, we entered our colleger (funny, it's now our's) in a group of 5, taking no chances we headed straight for our departments, everything was going fine, when we realised that we were over casted by a shadow, not that of a cloud, but that of a bully. standing tall, was a boy next to us, looking at us like a bull out of a rodeo. The fear took over us, as we bowed our head to welcome 'his majesty' the senior. Then came out the words "Bhaiya, Could you lead me to the BCA-1 room", so instead of shrieks, what the passers-by heard was just a hollow laughs mixed with uncontrollable grins. The boy who looked like a senior, was actually a class-m8.

Moments... like these come like monsoons in our life, for a short span, but with a thump. So that we remember them, and savour there flavor for a long long time.

Upcoming Additions.

Sorry Guys, But I have not added the comment system and Tag Board as yet. The design went all wrong when I uploaded it, and now I am finding that it was just a missing quote :) Damn HTML

So will add them here very soon, I am very excited about very the college these day's, Although the fear of ragging is there somewhere....

First Blog entry!

Well, yet another blog for me. Within this week I have created about 5 new blogs, and dumped each one of them. Maybe because of designs, or is just that I am too lazy, but this time around. After a few words of wisdom from 'Nimbu' I am going to update the blog regularly, Although I am not too happy with the current design and feature, but it will do. The new design and scripts are almost ready, they will be on there way here in a few day's after a few debuggings. So..All of you raise ur hands and heads, coz u are not gonna see anything like this again, created my god, brained my blogger but edited my me, is the current blog. It's raining harder, coz the lightning has vanished, and wind disappeared, here is monsoon to blow your thoughts off....

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